Can't sleep

So I'm sure by now everyone has pretty much forgotten bout this blog I know I did untill tonight when I couldnt sleep due to damn fuckin stupid bad dreams (you can tell how I feel about them I'm sure) and yes I still have them and it sucks. It's feels strange being on vacation and not beng at school but I thats sort of normal....then again I'm sleep deprived and am just trying to keep my mind busy so I don't think about scary stuff....It's kind of interesting to think that no one will prob ever read this......oh well mmm sigh I should try and sleep this seemed to help alittle.