Happy is just so gosh darn hard to be!

Sometimes I'm happy but sometimes I just feel like everything is going wrong, or I feel sad when my parents are fighting, but I guess that's normal. I feel bad cuse when I look back on my child hood nothing automatically comes to mind saying "Hey I'm a good memorie!! Remember me!!!" nope nothing. And lately I've been feeling crappy cuse this girl I used to be on a team with won't stop being rude to me. Sometimes I feel like just slapping her across her face and saying leave me the F#%@ alone!!! But I don't want to get in trouble for doing something stupid, but man it would feel good. I want to point out to any adults who may be reading this that when teenagers say they feel crappy we aren't just being a moody teenagers, we really do mean it and it doesn't help when adults make fun of us for being overly sensitive or dramatic. I almost feel like that's part of the reason why we have so many emotional issues cuse sometimes parents don't listen or take us seriously.........and in extreme cases sometimes teenagers kill themselves cuse they can't handle the amout of sadness, so the least some of us can do is listen, accept, and be supportive of that person so they don't feel alone.
But darn it sometimes it's so hard to be happy when it's easier to be sad. I try and look on the bright side but sometimes the dark is so big it swallows all the light and I'm stuck in the dark for who knows how long untill someone or something pulls me out and slaps me across the face a couple times to get my attention. Anywho I feel a little better after writing this so yeah peace out! Don't do drugs!! stay in school!! and all that jazz tastic crap!