Happiness

Im way behind so yeah. Anyways I'm not all that happy but saying that makes me think that im some spoiled little kid and that pisses me off. Im pretty much just sick and tired of everything thats been going on since I was like 9 and it just kinda fucked me up and turned everything amazingly shitty for me. But what I show people is happiness, I think. At least I try to show people a happy image. I try to look happy especially to my parents because they think I'm some tweaked out crack adict. Yeah.