#8 Cole

What is missing from my life: My older brother is missing. Both of them really. See, I have an older brother Ben, but I don't really talk with him so much (And I feel really bad about this, especially since Ben is so nice to me.) But the one I'm talking about, is my older brother Sawyer. Sawyer was around before Ben, and me and Will. Sawyer was my parents first child/son (take your pick), and he died of unknown causes when he was 2. He just got sick, and passed away in his sleep. I feel like he's missing, just because I know he should be there, (even though he'd be off at college now).

What I lack: Motivation. Period. I just don't have any driving inspiration in my life, I don't really care if I sit in a cubicle for the rest of my life (although that would blow (1 rhyme point for me!)). I dont care if I get a B, or about Chemistry, I just do what I can, and in the past, that's been good enough. Like for instance, I don't really feel like writing this right now.

The Biggest Obstacle: Choosing between having fun and doing school work. It's hard for me, I'm not going to lie. I'd always rather play videogames, or talk with friends (well, friend really.) than do work. It's hard for me to say "Sorry, I can't because I have work to do.", because I'd rather go have fun. So pretty much, I just need to get my work done, so I have time for fun, but it's hard.