Fear

Where do I start... I'm scared of birds, lakes, rivers, and telephones to start out. Birds are just scary. All of them. Especially ducks and chickens. I'm afraid of drowning in lakes and rivers, but not in the ocean... I wonder why? But that fear is strange, because the only origin I can think of (which has nothing to do with me, by the way) is that my sister's friend drowned in a river when she was like 15. And then telephones. I have no idea why they scare me so much, but they do. I'm always scared to call people I don't know, and I CANNOT answer the phone!!!! It's like the scariest thing ever. Everyone in my family yells at me, but I just can't do it. It's so horribly scary!! I like to call it phone-phobia.

I'm afraid of roller coasters. I don't like the adrenaline rush at all. I'm scared of hospitals, and doctor's offices. And wounds. They make me cringe. I hate it when people talk about anything first aid related. I'm scared all the time that I'm gonna get kidnapped. Don't ask why, it just sorta happened when I was younger. All of a sudden I thought I was gonna get kidnapped like constantly. I'm afraid of walking places by myself. Even just down my road. That connects to the kidnapping fear, I guess.

Aliens!! There's nothing scarier than aliens. And I freaked myself out really bad in third grade when I was positive that Vera (the "ghost" who lives in the auditorium) was real. Old people scare me sometimes. Like retired old people. I can't really explain that one. I'm just so scared when they try to talk to me, because I have no idea what to say, and they try to touch you a whole bunch. Ahhh!!!

Surprisingly enough, I'm not afraid of spiders at all. In fact, whenever I go camping with the girls from my church, I have to kill the spiders because none of them will go near them. And I'm not afraid of heights. I love heights. They are pretty amazing. So yeah, there's my fears, and lack of.