My totem would be a bunch of gears and cogs stacked ontop of each other spewing steam and smoke from between the mechanical parts with two massive rusted gears slanted on the side. On top of the gears would be a Titanium statue of me but instead of a normal face I would have just a blank head on the top of my neck. Coming from the outer face of one of the gears would be vibrant and colorful sculpture of myself grabbing on to the leg of the Titanium me. While the other gear would be slowly turning to dust with the particles of rust in the air being held afloat by glass amongst the rust particles you could see a very feint face looking like the person who the gear represents had been killed leaving nothing but a face staring straight up into the sky accepting his faith of death. Meanwhile the titanium me would be trying to kill the colorful me with a pipe. While the colorful statue would be holding a Red pen in both hands like someone would hold a spear stabbing it into the the titanium statue and just where the red pen hit would be a circle of red ink spreading through the stomach area of my titanium self.

Mk... yup that about sums it up and I really didn't mean it to be that weird and what not but yup thats my totem... Thingy... (Later Added) not really sure about if this is kind of a little to weird so I might rethink this whole totem bit...